Shouts of You

Faith, Spiritual Growth

It’s coming up on a year.  How the time flies.  You were just here.  I can still feel you by my side.  When I look at pictures, I can feel your presence.  The way you move.  The familiar way you move your hands.  The stupid way you run.  The way your face moves from each […]

September 14, 2017

When your burdens get in your way…


I went to confession for the first time in a loooong time the other day.    I’ve been holding back because I haven’t been able to figure out how I’m feeling about my faith.   I still believe in it all, but I’m in a rut, and I can’t figure out if I’m mad or […]

June 12, 2017

Six months +

Spiritual Growth

6 months.  It has been six months.  It feels like forever and just the other day at the same time.  I feel like I will see her at any moment, that I just hung out with the girl in the pictures that I look through, that there are more pictures to come, that I will […]

April 1, 2017

The Brain’s Self-defense.

Spiritual Growth

I find it so interesting how your brain allows you to process things.  The key word here is allows  (you don’t really have a choice).  I keep going through these circles in my mind.  I keep trying to process the fact that Ryane is gone, but it’s like I relapse into ignorance over and over again. […]

March 14, 2017

More Room for Wisdom

Faith, Spiritual Growth

Hey everyone!  It’s been awhile. AND a lot has happened!  I will try to quickly fill you all in. I finished my Fall semester with decent grades, not my best, but definitely not my worst.  I am very optimistic about this semester. I started off break getting all four wisdom teeth removed.  That was two weeks […]

January 10, 2017

happily ever… After?

Spiritual Growth

Purdue makes it easy.  Easy to keep going.  To move on.  To not think about it.  She was never here.  Visited twice in my 2.5 years here.  She wasn’t a part of my life.  Other than the random phone calls about getting my clothes from her or trying to get her here.  I made these […]

December 1, 2016